s.p.i.n

you know of those times when people knock the wind out of you? when things they do hurt you so much that the shock leaves you reeling. it' s so hard to build habits. and it's harder to break them. and once you break them, they become even harder to pick up. i dont really have any idea of what im saying right now. never do, but right now is worse cuz i just remembered i havent taken my medicine. which isnt what i had intended to say, but i need my medicine also... *the blog will continue after a short break* *bad music* my point, somewhere before i sailed off-course, was that blogging now sees such a tough thing to do. d, i wish you were online abhi, i so needed to bitch.