under the tracks

you know what i was thinking? about what would be the saddest thing on the planet? it would have to be the closing down of small businesses, for whatever reasons... negative cashflows, or poor management, or just poor ideas. but really, it is heartbreaking, to see someone's dreams and efforts going to waste. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- go directly to jail. you will not pass go. you will not collect 200. you will never pass go. you will never collect 200. why the hell dont you just go back to where you came from? no one wants you here. what will you do hanging around anyways? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? me thinks fix you is my new anthem... for a little while at least. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sorry ive been so late with the replies hun, but here's somat: four things: four jobs ive had umm... have i had four jobs? my first one was as an exam coordinator for the british council pakistan, which at that time seemed like big shit :" umm... uskay baad...well, there was the paper i worked at in various capacities, ive taught ceramics (for a month or two only), ive umm... oh crap. i dont have a fourth job... NO WAIT!!! got it ... editing at that publisher.... aha! four movies ive watched repeatedly ok, this is going to sound bad. but the movies ive been totally crazy about, i havent been able to watch more than once. mostly, cuz watching them again doesnt have the same impact... movies like the shawshank redemption... or even lord of the rings trilogy... havent been able to do them more than once... but the movies that i HAVE watched repeatedly are: i) the parent trap (i LOVE this flick) ii) shrek iii) aladdin iv) pretty woman *shrugs* yeah, yeah i know. cheesy, innit? told ya! four places ive liked: hard to say... liked how? the scenery? the drive? the memories ive gathered there? well? i remember collecting sea shells at a saudi beach, way past midnight... when i was 8... so i guess, if that image has stuck, that's saying somat? i loved alton towers... that was like the biggest theme park in europe before euro disney... i loved the caves in bath... or was it some place near bath? no, i think it was bath. was awesome! im really not much for deep dark places, seeing as how ive actually become claustrophobic over time... but i was normal then :p lastly? and i guess most importantly, id HAVE to say my village... during winters... i loved going there as a kid, sleeping in rui ki razaiyan, having desi ghee kay parathay with salan for breakfast... alongwith meethi lassi... asking my dad "Are we there yet?" after every 5 minutes on that 3 hour journey... lol. good times. four tv shows: im sure this one is easy: 1) the OC, the OC (Season 2), the OC (season 3, 4 episodes -- that's how far ive seen it yet) [eds: ok, hemlock is cheating here... or she's gone insane] 2) fraiser 3) who's line is it anyways 4) kim possible/powerpuff girls (i love chicks who can kick ass) four vacation spots: (im doing places where i'd want to spend my vacations, not necessarily where i've spent them yet) hmmm... shangri-la, most definitely scotland... southern france? dunno... oh oh oh! New Zealand. four dishes i like: ooo... tuff one. lets see... we loves nihari, with sheermaal... o yes we do, my precioussssssssssssssssss... umm... aloo / keemay/ mulee kay parathey?? (does that count as a dish?) oh oh oh!!! fish and chips :D mutton karahi... with roghni naan and coke. i dunno... im absotively crazy about food... dunno if this is true, OR fair... but it is. four sites i visit daily: my gmail. google.com ummm... my blog? that's about it. usually dont hang around online for too long. as in, not if i can help it. four people i would tag: i dont know. i dont think i know four people :)