so i havnt blogged in a few days. suppryzzzze... lets see. when i started, i had vowed to update everyday, even if it were just one line or one link, or the one lesson i had learnt that day... that way when i died, allo'ya would be witnesses to my learnedity (yes there is no such word) anyways, one lesson ive learnt over the last ten days is that sleep and sanity are not my priorities. anyways mom hit fifty today. and man ive been so depressed. a) i had almost forgotten, till dear bro reminded me last night (twice), and in tym too. and he said "you lose woman. being spaced out at all tyms, or almost killing yourself by working... what good is it, when yer gonna forget the little thyngs that matter most?" ouch. b) did i block it out consciously? she has hit gold man.. and is only gonna grow older... and older, and older.... c) i need to get her a bday gift. but umm... she's mom... what does one get moms? any ideas abez, owlses? anyways, my new job is fun. i got msn, internet, access to all the books i'd ever wanna read, and my boss is getting me NEW CURTAINS. woo hoo :p but i havnt been able to slack off... i only go there for four hours a day, and feel he is overpaying me as it is... cant have fun during tym that is principally his. no worries, i'll learn better in some weeks;) what i love about my new office is the house it's in. it's like thys massive pre-partition building, with HUGE rooms, and bathrooms that are cooled w/ airconditioners... im mean, okay, so it's not thys, but it's a start... you know what i mean? one of my friends is going back to england. he's a really nice guy. that's gonna be a loss. click here *warning: not scanned for virus* would you like to hack it? i mean would you put aside your morals and principles and go around hacking like a mercenary? if yer up to it, there are over 350,000 various ones to chose from. happy hunting. arshad: i havnt had tym to thynk straight, or thynk at all in fact. i shall do an entry on lahore asap. random thought: if you look hard enough, like real up close, like really really look for it, you'll find SOME good in everyone. either that, or a restraint order.