fading with the sunset

"im sick'o them shitheads gettin their knickers in a twist" i said to D, when she explained to me why i cant access my blog. cuz, i live in pakistan, and we dont believe in freedom of speech, and are ruled by stupidity that grows exponentially. it's absotively insane. ive also learnt i dont like swearing, in writin i mean... just to prove to you im NOT crazy... (crazy as in stupid, not insane... that i know i am)... see this [ha! in your face soumyn; so hemlock WASNT making excuses! she doesnt lie (too often) you know --eds] ooooooooooooo *wails* does stupidity have no end.? is there no end to the morons who rule this country? who invite bush for dinner and let him leave without a nuclear pact? i feel like the least favourite child now... (my grandparents always preferred my brother to me... it was a gender thing) no seriously... so you block all blogspot sites. duh! (please pay special attention to the exclamation mark after "duh") [that was the only smart comment hemlock could come up with, in response to measures taken by the government to decrease the threat of intellectual discourse between the east and west -- eds] how stupid do you get? how stupid? HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET? can you get any more stupid? where does stupidity end? [aren't you being a bit repetitive honey? like repeating yourself? you know, resulting in repetition of your initial point... dunno, we just thought that maybe... -- eds] anyways, umm... so, we know how daft, and unbelievably insane government musharraf is... what else? last term of school starts tomorrow. job hunting? fretting about future... choices, priorities... a career... you have no idea how stressful this all is... i swear, if i could... i wouldve opted for a phd straight of business school. degrees and schools dont prepare you for reality, and i dont think i can make it out there. *Sigh* 3 months. 3 months to what? *crawls under the desk, hides face, plays dead*