heard that? that was my dream shattering
my heart is so broken it aint even funny (as is my keyboard) see, i was supposed to apply for like an Mphil or something or like a Phd... like the stuff i was supposed to do when lums wasnt even on the radar... and like when i had wanted to apply to cambridge for an MBA, and they needed three years of work experience, and ididnt have any so i didnt apply... right? so anyways, like since the world and their pine-apple-upside-down cake knows im freakin out about graduating, i decided the best option would be to enroll in another school... this time for the mphil thingy, and definitely outside of pakistan and not america (america is too far away from home and home is too close to the heart, iwouldnt be able to function in either situations...) so like, england seemed the best option.. but my heart bleeds and im so so sad... *sigh* i mean... irony? is THIS irony or what? i think about and decide to apply for admission only TWO DAYS after the deadlines... it so isnt funny. two days... 15th march was closing for some unis, 1st march for others, 1st feb for oxford. anyways. so yeah, im so so so so sad. it 's really sad. i just cant stop laughing. i mean... u heard that right? im such a loser i couldnt even make it to the "greatest losers of the world" list.
posted by hemlock | 3/20/2006 11:32:00 PM
3 Comments:
awwwwwwwww hemmie dontcha worry girl. sometimes the unimaginable happens and all u can do in the face of such cruel absurdity is be a goldfish...It's best I say (open -close- blink )
Maybe this is what is best for u until later Insha allah. U did mention about taking a break, this is the time---the world is urs girl & remember Allah swt knows what is best for u.
i think it's time u applied for and iPod. :P
aww.
But I love your strat... when in fear of the stinky world, go to another higher level of school.
oh hemmie!
You soo rock.
Apply anyways, you'll still have a fighting chance.
-monologist
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