will self destruct in five... four... three... two...

im alhamdolillah well fed, have had my evening cuppa chai, and life right now, seems beautiful. i have time for a shower, and time to manicure my nails. i've paid my astronomical phone bill, although im wondering how THAT has come to be. since i dont call ppl. i just text. i hate texting, but ive been doing it so often lately, that my sms bill is three times that of my outgoing calls. *shrugs* i was hysterical this evening. totally, completely. edgy. i came home from school, starving, yeh woh... and i come home to find that my kitchen has been torn down. it was expected, but i just never imagined the implications. one of which was that i wouldnt get my two cups of chai i HAVE to have as soon as i return from school. the other was the missing lunch. but beyond that, hungry and caffine depreived, i took my car in to the workshop, to leave it there for a week, for reconstruction and a face-lift... except the guy said i would have to bring it in "day after tomorrow, at 9am sharp"... wtf... even our neurosurgeons dont act so pompous. besides that, my car needs an oil change, a new battery, and a host of other minor repairs. uff i was devastated bringing it back home. *sigh* i want to see it happy again :$ im not thinking straight right now. between publishing and saving this post as a draft, im double minded. im obviously preoccupied with meeks, who talks too much... which is why i totally love him. meeks, have i told u i love u? here's what we were talking about, which basically kept me from blogging about whatever it was i had been dying to blog about... im blind melon... he's decayed. blind melon says: im bringing him to your party blind melon says: he might not want to come though ..decadance says: oh it's not happening ..decadance says: sister isn't coming any more. blind melon says: WHAT ..decadance says: or ***e. blind melon says: NO WAY ..decadance says: they went to the embassy ..decadance says: and the embassy pissed them off ..decadance says: so ***e said he doesn't want to go. blind melon says: I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO GO TO A RICH PPL PARTY! ..decadance says: . ..decadance says: ... ..decadance says: so did i dude! blind melon says: ROFLOL blind melon says: where they serve champagne and wear little little clothes blind melon says: and eat with 6 different types of forks ..decadance says: hahah ..decadance says: yes. ..decadance says: one of those. ...... blind melon says: ive gone too quiet ..decadance says: so? ..decadance says: isn't that alright? ..decadance says: i mean that's what i'd want if i was you... ..decadance says: guys love to talk you know. ..decadance says: if we do all the talking, ..decadance says: we think we've had a good time. ..decadance says: if you do all the talking blind melon says: LOL ..decadance says: we think you've had a good time. ....... blind melon says: can i blog a bit of our convo? ..decadance says: sure... ..decadance says: just because you're so cute. and that last part? i saved it simply cuz ppl dont tell me im "cute" too often... i mean, often enough.